Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Don't you?

Don't you feel betrayed when your friends tell you about a project they have been working on only as they reach the finish line?
Don't you feel betrayed when your friends take up your hobbies and secretly make them theirs?
Don't you feel betrayed when you wake up to find the person who was sleeping next to you already left?
Don't you feel betrayed when you find two of your friends that you introduced to each other have made plans and you were not included?
Don't you feel betrayed when you find out your close friend has been in a relationship but kept it a secret from you?
Don't you feel betrayed when someone steals the words from your tongue and calls them there's and signs their name?
Don't you feel betrayed when your old friend becomes your relative's new best friend?
Don't you feel betrayed when your loved one publicly criticizes the things you believe in?
Don't you feel betrayed when some one buys exactly what you told them you are gonna buy?
Don't you feel betrayed to find out your two best friends are much closer to each other than you are to them?
Don't you feel betrayed when you know certain gatherings have been held and you were not included?
Don't you feel betrayed when people see your loved one in places he or she did not tell you they were at?

Don't you feel betrayed when certain gazes take longer than they should? and certain hugs are warmer than you expected them to be? and certain hellos are happier than you thought they would be? and when the one you love praises someone a little too much?
Don't you feel betrayed when you start to hate someone for your friend and find your friend dealing fine with the person you learned to hate? or better yet praising them after you complained about the supposedly disliked, and you did it to morally support your friend.
Don't you feel betrayed when your friends are making friendships with your enemies?
Don't you feel betrayed when you are disrespected by friends of friends and no one stands up for you, or even takes your side?
Don't you feel betrayed when your family or friends were around when someone you know does not like you spoke badly of you, and they did not stop them.
Sometimes I feel betrayed just to know people were speaking my name, people I do not trust them with my name.
Don't you sometimes wish some people were not allowed to mention you. 
Don't you sometimes wish that if anyone doubts you there will always be people to stand up for you? like you do for them.
Don't you wish you would know what to expect from everyone?
Don't you sometimes wish you could see a place before you went?
Don't you sometimes wish you understood why certain people are so cold, or so bitter?
Don't you sometimes wish you knew how your moody friend of a friend really feels about you, since sometimes they are nice and sometimes they are not?
Don't you sometimes wish people would remove their masks?
Don't you sometimes wish people would rid themselves of their insecurities?
Don't you sometimes wish you knew exactly what happened?
Don't you sometimes wish that you knew if it was worth it or if it is just a waste of time?
Don't you sometimes wish that at least the people you love the most share your beliefs and back you up especially when everyone else is around?
Don't you sometimes want to be alone?
Don't you sometimes wish there were no games and things were what they seem?
Don't you?

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