Tuesday, April 27, 2010

time flies when u r inspired

when you do things from your heart no other joy can compare
inspiration comes from so many places
inspiration is what every artist longs for
we work all we can
but when it comes things go to another level
the creative process is at work
to be inspired you must be open
to be open you must let go
to let go you must trust
to trust you must have faith
to have faith is to love
to be inspired is to be blissful
and to lose yourself behind a canvas, in a song, in a poem
music proves to take me higher every time i trust it with my soul
and when you are one with the universe creating art
time flies
time flies, and life is worth while
you know why you came
why you are here now
and there is nothing more satisfying than finding your place on earth
and a connection with heaven
inspiration is everything for a creative being
you disappear and a higher force takes it's course
what good is a song if it is not heard
and how great is it when it touches the heart
some voices make life worth living just by listening to them sing
some tunes make the world a better place
in music i found refuge and in art i found an outlet
with colors i speak a language more powerful than words
and my message is an old cliché but it never wears out
love and peace
joy and bliss
be inspired because an inspired life has so much more taste and meaning
drink from the river of inspiration like all the artists have before
art and love make life worth living

WICKED GAME [HD] Chris Isaak

Gloria Estefan - Here We Are (INCLUDES LYRICS)

gloria estefan .words get in the way.(((lovesongsmad)))

Gloria Estefan - Anything For You (Live at Homecoming)

Gloria Estefan Cant Stay Away From You 80s HQ Lyrics

Gloria Estefan - Don't Wanna Lose You - 1989

Monday, April 26, 2010

the artist and the people








painting my days away,

the artists work
the artists sacrifice their cleanliness
their nails and fingers covered in paint
there is always the risk of being called a fool
the artists of the world they put their soul out for judgement
the artists are sensitive to their surroundings
the artists work, present and wait
for feedback
for backbites
for praise and criticism
the artist is free
free the artist
and let them be
they are for the people, in the end they need an audience to be

Friday, April 23, 2010

have you heard the news today?

have you heard the new today?
why do they always blow up the bad news?
why do they repeat themselves over and over like they're talking to morons
why do they enjoy delivering the tragedies of the earth?
why do they only care for their names in the lime light?
why could they give anything for more scandals?
why do they shout?
why do they talk like they are not normal people?
why do they lie?
why do we believe all they say?
what about humanity?
beyond money and power, where are the real things?
i have a feeling the happiest man is the anchor listening to his own voice tickling his ego.


have you heard the news today?

Thursday, April 22, 2010

the benefits of laughing and crying










you can google it and you will find so much research findings that prove that laughter is the best medicine

i have always wanted to say that to all the people i can reach
when you have the chance: laugh
and if you have power over avoiding it: avoid the depressing situation

that means be smart about picking your movies or friends
stay away from the miserable for no reason
and do not lock yourself up with the always depressed crowd

why waste your time on sadness when it is not your destiny yet to be miserable?

if you care about your body research has shown that laughter for certain minutes is equal to hitting the gym so enjoy the body tone too.

it is easy to make people cry in a movie but the extremely talented only can make you laugh

whatever works for you, laugh it out.

and when you are sad and you want to cry do not hold these toxins in go ahead and cry.
my dear friend was proud of her lack of tears and it made me worry about her because i know how much relief the tears give you.

but i understand sometimes you can not afford to cry when you are in control and people count on you, but still find time to cry it out even if secretly because tears free you, they clear your lungs, rid you of all the sadness and bad energy you carry with the not so happy circumstance.
personally after i cry i feel better, i feel lighter, i can go on.

not cried tears can create disease. they give you baggage you do not need. the teary eye is a blessing and even religious teachings prove that.

i love you my dear friend i hope you are always happy and that when you need to cry you let your self because big girls and big boys do cry sometimes.

after you are done crying tune in to your favorite show like the great episodes of friends that we all love so much and laugh it out, you can even laugh at your self, i love doing that.

live, laugh, cry, experience your emotions if they're bottled up then what is the point of tear glands and tears that fall from laughter?

in a tough situation, laughter is the best medicine, after a few tears of course :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

sleeping is my heaven



















somedays are so peaceful we take them for granted
remember how great it is when things go your way
only after a disaster do we start remembering days when things were great
and then we remember how we thought it was normal
everything going smoothly is a blessing
when you are happy and you can sleep thank your lucky stars because
you never know what could happen

every night when things are fine that is a blessing you know that when you remember the days when your heart aches so bad and you can not sleep

sleep is the most beautiful thing for me
sleep is like a drug you lose yourself and then wake up
dreams are great they make no sense


i thanked God today for the gift of comfortable deep sleep

Monday, April 19, 2010

life and death


someone dies
someone else is born
someone leaves
someone else comes back

out of the funeral how could they head to the bar?
doesn't seeing death remind us of the importance of self restraint?

some people do not see it this way
lets celebrate life they say
i say i am nothing to say anything but don't you think of the meeting when someone else has passed?


right and wrong start to be washed out in the crowd

the pure heart will dance on the day they leave this world with all it's misery

when i was younger i thought i will live forever
that all the people i know are somehow protected

that death happens far far away
and that school days are the toughest times

now i know i was a fool
thinking the final exam was the toughest thing of all
thinking the uniform was a prison

now i know this world is the prison
this earth will not be there forever
and the news does not help

seeing it all happen at once like a collage with no end
he dies
he lives
he is born
she wins
they lose
they tie the knot
they live abroad
they come back
they are nice to us
now they judge us

change is the nature of this world
adapting is the most precious talent
and smiling in the funeral is the best you can do to help the family of the lost beloved

be careful not to hurt a heart
not to stare so much
not to ask too many questions
live lightly
don't stomp on the earth
i told my self last night

this morning when the sun came out things started to seem more serene less surreal
and i knew there is not much i can do when people leave the world behind
lets leave the world while we are here
lets live like feathers in the wind
lets not twist fate
lets take the ride and lets try not to take things personally
said my angel
although its hard i said i will try

Sunday, April 18, 2010

beef stroganoff


today i realized that good food that we all love and eat everywhere is full of things if most of us knew we would not eat so easily


online i found a recipe for beef stroganoff
and i will share it with everyone

do not get me wrong, it was delicious but knowing all the butter that went in it
it was hard to swallow.

i did not know that the dish i am used to eating is basically a product of so much butter and onions along with so many other ingredients.

cooking is a journey where the finish line is only hours or minutes away.

take pictures of what you cook because it disappears and becomes part of someone or you.

eating together brings people together
cooking for each other is an ingredient for love spells

cooking from your soul is an art form
measuring, tasting, stirring, and choosing your palette, you must have taste! literally

there is the recipe i found, enjoy this originally russian dish

Bon Appetite

Beef Stroganoff Recipe
Beef Recipe from Restaurant

Preparation time: 30 minutes. Serves 6.

Cooking Conversion Table

Ingredients:

  • 12 ounces chopped onion
  • 2 tablespoons minced garlic
  • 24 ounces sliced mushrooms
  • 1/4 cup olive oil
  • 1/2 cup dry sherry
  • 2 1/2 cups consomme' or beef stock
  • 1 cup water
  • 1/4 cup butter for roux
  • 4-6 tablespoons flour for roux
  • 2/3 pound of sour cream
  • 2 pounds thinly sliced cooked beef strips
  • Sour cream for garnish, if desired (I like it rich)
  • Chopped parsley for garnish
  • 1 pound fettuccine pasta (for buffet service I use Bow Tie or Farfalle so I don't have pasta flopping around when dishing up)

    Instructions:

  • Heat a skillet or sauté pan over medium-low heat until hot
  • Sauté onions, mushrooms and garlic in olive oil until onions start to turn translucent
  • Add the sherry and cook 2 more minutes to incorporate flavor
  • Add Consomee' and water (or beef stock) and bring to a boil
  • In the meantime, cook the pasta according to the package directions (al dente') in four quarts of water in a stock pot and drain well
  • Pour back into the same pot it was cooked in and put on a burner that has been turned off to remove any moisture on the pasta (keep pasta warm)
  • Make the roux
      Heat a small skillet or sauce pan over medium-low heat
      When the pan is hot, melt the butter
      Add the flour to the butter and stir with a wire whip or wooden spoon until the roux is smooth
  • Continue cooking 2 minutes and then slowly add the roux to the sauce while stirring until the sauce is the correct thickness
  • If you are serving the stroganoff immediately, add the cooked meat to the sauce and cook over medium heat until hot throughout
  • Remove the stroganoff from the heat and add the sour cream, stirring well
  • Put back on medium heat and cook a few minutes, but do not boil
  • Plate the pasta and ladle the sauce over and garnish with more sour cream and parsley
  • by Rumi "lover and love are only one"

    what fear should a real lover have of the path
    since the eternal himself is his companion?
    what grief could he feel at the souls departure
    when the God of his soul is his closest friend?
    He's a traveler; yet like the moon,
    he stays immovable in his own beauty.
    How could he wait for the coming breeze
    who is himself lighter than any breeze?
    Lover and love, my soul, are only one:
    Never think that they're two halves
    when love and lover have become one,
    both are at once the giver and the gift.
    the lover is in search of this fullness;
    He is like leather laid out in the maturing sun
    when he goes to the sea in search of the pearl,
    he is himself a pearl, a unique priceless pearl.


    Thank you Rumi for the gift you left

    Wednesday, April 14, 2010

    the music healed me


    music is so powerful
    it healed my broken heart
    it brought me closer to God

    some music makes you want to pray
    other music makes you want to cry
    some lyrics make the spirit fly
    some tunes take you so high

    you feel your broken heart mending it self
    licking your own wound because no one else will console you

    i was lonely before i heard the music
    i felt like i often do
    like i do not belong to this world
    but after my heart healed it self to the sound of music
    i knew there is a place for me

    in the kingdom of God there is a place for my broken heart
    so much light fills the soul with the sound of music
    so much love fills the empty place
    so much mercy

    the music cleansed my soul
    the music made me forgive
    the music made me not care about the world
    the world that seems like a mad mad place

    i know there must be another place
    for me and the lovers

    there must be a place where the teary eye belongs
    where the bitter world does not matter
    where the stones melt

    where children come first
    where angels are spoken of
    where God is a word i can speak of any where with a confident voice
    where love conquers
    where there is no more heartache

    this music opened a gate for me
    brought me to the gardens of my beloved
    made me not care for my wounds anymore
    this music healed me
    i am high on my music

    thank God for the music

    glittering from a distance


    getting too close to anything it starts to lose it's beauty
    the magnifying glass makes everything uglier
    in close contact with people you start to smell their stink and rarely do you breathe into their flowery scents

    people from a distance always look better.
    in photographs they are always smiling and acting happy
    in parties they wear their best faces and they glitter and shine
    the real face shows with close contact and after long hours

    i have found that my fascination with certain people starts to fade as soon as i come close to them where i can see their true faces with no air brush or photoshop

    stars in the skies look magical and breathtaking and if you were close to them you would realize that in fact there is nothing special about them

    in close contact people start to fight
    the family portrait shows happy faces, behind close doors who knows how ugly these faces get
    some men perceived as angels turned out to have monstrous ugly histories.
    some come across as beasts while they are actually so kind in reality they make hearts melt.

    the man you think is a prince can turn out to be from the lowest of origins
    the woman who acts like a queen can have private tendencies that make you want to gag and scream

    some people have the best smiles after knowing them better you realize their frowns can make you want to burn the place you met them at.

    looking at children in carriages with smiling mommies you have no idea about the tantrums they throw and the hardships this blessed mommy has been through.

    the wife who pampers her husband in front of the crowd makes it seem like they are in marriage heaven when in fact he is cheating and she learned to not care.

    public affection is no sign of true love
    so many fake it and in their room they do not touch each other for weeks and months.

    single women and men who act like they are so happy on their own, when in fact we all know the pains of loneliness and how hard it can be.

    the most hilarious person in the crowd can be the one who takes the pills for happiness because when they sink in sadness no one can take them up again.

    the brightest of stars are checking in and out of rehab when in fact to many they have it all.

    half stories are better kept that way, i do not need to know it all.
    from a distance things look prettier lets keep them that way, lets keep life simple.

    but do not think this person has it all for you do not know what happens behind closed doors.
    in the end we will all lie under the ground with no riches no partners nothing but the truth of us .

    take off your mask, who are you?

    rules of love



















    if you go through with love you you need to play by the rules
    it is a dangerous game that you need to be careful with
    hearts are broken all the time, so be sensitive about dealing with love
    once a bond is formed especially a holy one you need to always put your love first
    before the crowd, before the organization, before the institution, but not before the one who brought you together in the first place

    no cult should come first, no freaky group members should be closer to your soul
    no kind of anything should come between this match made under the eyes of heaven

    friends are forever but still your partner comes first
    parents are everything but now things have changed

    now when you start to blame wait a little
    before you blow up
    remember your partner deserves the best ways of speech

    we get on each others nerves sometimes we want to jump on each other with long claws of revenge but there must be a base where you both come first before your gang, your cult, your crowd.

    if one is sick, you must ditch the outing and stay with them
    if one is tired you must be their home, their comfort zone

    if one is scared you must comfort them and provide with all you have to give

    when the world points its fingers at one of you the other should not point too
    they should have faith even if all the signs point to you

    they should back you up even if they think you might be wrong
    they should hold you for as long as you need with no hidden agenda
    they should treat you like royalty and the best of friends
    it is not a war unless you turn it into one

    but wait do not lose yourself to a lover who has no clue about the depth of your waters and how much love for you is a sacred thing. keep your old life but stand up for them, keep all your friends but know that they are the best of them, and never take someone else's side, never be the enemy, and do not lose your edges, yes at times you are one but keep your soul one and alone. you have two legs not four, one nose not two, so remember you are still you. although you belong to each other detangle your identity bring back your essence if you lose that they themselves will forget why they loved you. do not become the bee that is busy circling them, make your own plans too, since it seems people make their own plans all the time.

    most of all, i repeat most of all do not take sides with anything or anyone else, because they come first, yes they come first. and stay away from meaningless freaky cults.

    it is not real whatever it is that is keeping you away and sucking all your time and energy.

    and they should always be the first to know about your plans, your daily events, about the good news and the bad news. sharing information is vital in love and keeping things hidden until the last minute kills the love.

    the rules of love are serious because when hearts are broken the pain is not simple or subtle it rips you apart and that is not fair and not something normal especially when you know it is becuase your lover has violated a rule of love .

    if you cant play by the rules do not fall in love at all.

    Tuesday, April 13, 2010

    there was a time






















    there was a time when what they said mattered so much
    it even brought tears to my eyes
    it made me doubt my core inside

    that time is gone some how some way i do not care what they say
    i know i am good and thats what counts
    i do not have to prove to them anything anymore

    and if my taste does not match theirs' it is not a problem anymore.

    how come their judgements used to matter so much?
    how come i made them grow so big?
    Thank God today they shrunk when my heart grew huge and big.

    that time of doubt is so long gone and i can take criticism like praise, like plain water with no taste, they both have the same effect.

    you think that this color does not match or that i am selfish because i did not stop my life, then think whatever.

    only God can judge me, only he can see me through, only he brought me here only he can take me on a happy day for me and the beings of light who will be there waiting for me.

    He creates, he judges not you and not me.

    you do not become a sufi, you realize you were always one but you did not know it had a name
    what made you the way you are.

    you do not know so much love and worry about your heart's purity is a school of thought, is a way of life, is a way to the beloved, is sufism.

    Friday, April 9, 2010

    whoever said it was easy







    i am baby sitting
    my precious niece and nephew only for a few days.
    i thought it was easy, i judged the young mothers of our time for complaining about the pleasures
    of parenting. Oh God it is not easy, it is a full time job.

    how do mothers work, how do they get other jobs done?
    motherhood is a 24/7 job and Oh God anything could happen.

    God created them tiny for a reason
    their size makes you want to take care of them
    they are also cute for a reason so you can handle the sacrifices you make
    they have adorable voices for a reason, so that you could take the unlimited questions

    they are little people who are so vulnerable and so dependant on you.
    for food, for fun, for their safety. if you werent so busy running after them you will end up crying just thinkiing of them and how vulnerable they are.

    they do not know anything about the world by the time you are done with taking care of them they often start resenting you.
    and then they get married and leave you or move out and get a life where your friends bore them to death.
    how do you make sure they are not bullied at school?
    how do you make sure they are kind but not push overs?
    how do you make sure they are always safe?
    and when they grow up how do you make sure their hearts arent broken?
    that they are healthy, that they are happy.
    how do you tell them that one day it will all be over?
    how do you tell them sometimes bad things happen to good people?
    how do you explain goodbyes?
    how do you explain sex and drugs?
    how do you explain terrorism and torture?
    how do you protect them if you can not protect your self?
    how do you make sure they will grow up with a need to pray and they do not stray away from God.
    how do you promise anything?
    I guess they are not yours anyway, you can not do anything but your part of raising them right.
    The rest is all in the hands of God.
    How do all the mothers make it?
    how do they sleep at night?
    how do they make it seem easy?
    up close to the children you can smell their diapers, you have to calm them down when they start crying becuase they hate the seat belt.
    so many details the spectator takes for granted thinking being a mommy is only blissful.
    but there is nothing more rewarding than taking care of a tiny person and being there for them.
    kissing them goodnight and praying for their safety. God bless the children and strengthen the moms who do it all with a smile.

    who ever said it was easy was wrong.

    Tuesday, April 6, 2010

    ask your heart it will guide you
















    you can ask everyone in the crowd
    but so much doubt should be a sign for you
    maybe it is just not meant to be
    the new job
    the partner in life
    the step towards a path
    or even taking it back
    if you question it so much that is an indicator it is not right for you
    right things fit and naturally make you comfortable
    but if your gut feeling keeps urging you to run
    trust that
    inside you is the most accurate compass
    once you experience nights of tossing and turning and so much lack of sleep
    that is an indicator that something is wrong
    your friend does not know more than you
    ask God who is inside you
    he will show you
    he will put words on your tongue
    scenes before your own eyes
    feelings you have not felt before
    and places you did not know you will explore
    your friend knows nothing more than you
    you are the only one who knows exactly what is good for you
    be your own guide
    ask your own heart it will guide you
    i know the noises around your heart are sometimes too loud
    but shut them up
    do not stress
    the answer is clear inside you
    you know what is right for you
    move on and either close or open the door
    if this is the only life just live it right
    stop wasting so much time on doubt and fear
    trust your self and open your eyes things around you are waiting to be seen
    but so much doubt has frozen you into a place where you do not move anymore
    run away gain your true self back
    and the things you said
    you meant them all
    do not take them back
    and do not make them put you down or burden you with guilt
    you said them because you felt them
    you are good inside
    so why worry when all you are is light
    shine on and so many beauties will manifest

    Friday, April 2, 2010

    take some time away from the screen






























    our eyes are glued to our computers.
    our fingers attached to our phones.
    our bums got bigger on the sofa.
    our faces are glued to the t.v screen or just the episode.

    have you thought about how many hours you spend staring at a screen?
    ditch your p.c, meet your friends, get out more!

    too much virtual stimulation turn you into a freak plus you lack much sleep.
    experts say it causes depression by time.
    the addiction makes you suffer and feel lost when your blackberry or i-phone are far from you.

    your whole existence depends on your online relations.
    you lose your physical social skills.
    news anchors are your best friends.
    you check face-book every hour.
    you check your email every 30 minutes.
    you are becoming sick admit it.

    notice your isolation.
    notice how your real relationships with the people around you have become impaired.
    you are hypnotized, your brain suffers, so many machinery and information flooding to you from every source and it is not good for you.
    it is hard for you to sleep after the virtual zoo you have gone through.
    talk more, go out more, even sleep more.
    touch each other, kiss and hug, it is better than your imaginary greetings to friends online.

    the people of this day are more stressed than anytime before, they literally know too much.
    anything that happens anywhere, they are aware of and it is usually bad news.
    it does effect you! even if you think you are a cool cucumber. why else do you think you wake up in the middle of the night?
    why else have you become more miserable?
    more stressed!
    more withdrawn and not focused on the conversation, not there totally on the dinner table.
    your eyes sneak peak all the time like a cheater on your own life, life a traitor to the people you are with physically right now. give you, give all of you not a fraction, not just your physical presence.

    bring back the natural life it is so much simpler and more beautiful, it is the real life i am talking about, the one worth ditching your phone, your p.c. and your virtual reality for.

    the happiest moments of life are those we experience fully, with our all.
    take some time away from the screen, relax, breathe and live!

    Thursday, April 1, 2010

    the journey of life






















    i watched this great documentary on animal planet, yes i love that channel.
    what caught me and inspired me to repeat on my blog was the part when the narrator
    explained the slow transition from cave people to culture. he said the 2 things that set us apart from animals are: religion and art.

    i loved the sound of that i always had the theory people are not pigs and here he was affirming it.

    nowadays modern culture lost respect for religion and found a new common ground " you and me baby are nothing but mammals so lets do it like they do it on the discovery channel".

    i don't know if it is because i suddenly noticed it, all I see now is examples of it, or is it true that people are slowly turning into pigs with no morals.

    why is the sign of civilization and globalization the ability to share a bed with a stranger in the shortest time and better yet in a foreign country?

    Art and religion are the two things that made us stand out from our animal kingdom. I love animals I care deeply for preserving them but i would rather be known as more refined.

    we have succeeded and reached the heights of technology, but on the physical and moral level I see a world walking backwards and morality has slowly faded.

    what shocks me is the lack of shame and no will to apologize or even repent or feel guilty, as if guilt has become outdated.

    sometimes its good to regret a mistake, this is not some kind of beauty queen competition where the winner says " I have no regrets, my mistakes have got me to be who i am now".
    I think this is bullshit what the media has created in the people's brains. They have erased the notions of mistakes as a whole, accept everything, it is all good!

    I will still be from the past if this is what they call people like me now "conservative".
    yes because i will value religion and all holy scriptures. I will always put God first even if it is not "cool" and hip anymore. i do not want to fit in, if fitting in means losing all of me. I am an artist so I will keep painting and there will always be right and wrong forever!

    Along time ago God and art have set us apart from animals and until now these 2 things do.
    technology and education do not justify immorality and self control is not a bad thing.

    God and art will set the people free from their brain washed ways of doing whatever their pig heads fantasize and then calling it modernity. self restraint is a word i no more hear of.

    the human being has become a spoiled brat who acts on impulse and is brainwashed to be obsessed with sex and money. some old men remain captive of a filthy mind, when will all things seize to be neurotic in the eyes of the pervert? when will sex be a holy act between lovers not a possibility between any two people who can move?


    I am what I am and that is that!