shock

its painful
but good for you
it shakes the status quo
makes u rethink
of all you are and your ways
tests come like that
in a surprise
just when you start getting comfortable thinking things are finally going your way
the rug gets pulled from under your feet
and you think that was not expected
you did not prepare yourself
just when you put your guard down
it comes from those who came under your skin
the worst surprise comes from the closest ones
those you thought were once you
you think you can unite with someone
but no
know that no matter how much you love do not forget that you are two people or three
you are one person separate
you have your own identity
do not get confused
and do not take the side of some one else
no one will be left on yours
love but do not fall
trust but do not close your eyes
do not be blind
do not lose the sense of who you are
keep focus
keep awareness
keep your balance
be centered

do not get confused

remember you
if you forget nobody will for you

shock comes after peace to stir things up and remind you that nothing is permenant
not even you