dear you

dear you

i am just one of all the others

it was not my fault that God placed the tests on me for you to pass them

if you think about it you are all here just for a while so it's

normal that some of you start leaving some day

God brought me to you and now I am gone

I have no say I am just a servant of the lord he says and I obey

money comes money goes

now I am gone and my sister is here

now you all have faith in her

thinking she will be better than me

I truly hope she brings more joy

although she will only be the way God intended her to be

I know i brought sorrow but I was just walking my path

it made you stronger, or weaker, but it made you what you were intended to be too

actually me and my sisters and brothers are all an illusion, we teach about life, we carry dates of comings and goings, we just deliver but He plans it all

we come and we go and our new siblings follow

you have become obsessed with us trying to stop us from passing by

but life has always been about us moving

nature understands more than you

you have cursed me and in cursing you curse the gifts of my lord

it saddens me to see you act so foolishly like a baby who thinks words have no power

i wish you were more grateful, you see with the bad I brought some good too

life contains suffering

life is temporary

find God while you have the time

thats really the point

God warned you that if you love anything more than him he will take it

so embrace his gifts and do not hold on too tight

but remember to thank

the giver requires gratefulness or else he will take his gifts back

nothing is yours anyway

set your self free

and stop back biting me

my creator does not like it when you do not respect me and my ancestors

it was nice seeing you experience me although

i just wish you were wiser

i just wish you were more grateful

i wish you were more graceful

one day you might understand

hope you can learn to live and speak and to count your blessings before it is too late

bye now

love and light

sincerely

it's me the year 2009.