a strong woman who cleans her own mess

i have become this woman who does it all by her self and i have never been happier

i do not know why it took me so long to believe i can do it

although when we are abroad it happens naturally and it is so liberating

yes i have freed my self from the middle man

the spectator of our lives in our homes wishing to own our own clothes

i no more run around trying to please those who were paid to help me

i no more feel the guilt of the spoiled irresponsible rich girl with hired help

i no more ask a stranger where my things are

i no more feel apologetic for the clothes i own hanging in my wardrobe

i no more fear her envious looks and i no more doubt her honesty

the liar the thief the stranger that came and touched everything that is mine

that stranger who i trusted and considered doing her job like i do mine

life is great without them

i am free

it is not chemistry to do the laundry

it is actually fun to iron as u listen to music and to fold socks

hand work is divinely fulfilling

in any perfecting of any act there is an angel standing proud

it does not take as much time as they claim it does

it is not that horrible like we feel it is

i promise that the chores of the housewife are fun, meditative, freeing, cleansing of bad karma and soothing too

it is all a mind set

lose the person who black mails you

let them go you do not need them you can do it all

my home is mine alone not the strangers and today i am proud to say i did it all for i am strong

i can clean my own mess and for that i have freed my self and now i am in control of my own life