dont bail on me now

she came to me tonight and said the words i did not want to hear
thoughts of running away keep coming to my head
but she came and said dont bail on me now
dont bail on me when i need you the most
you can fix me
stay and fix me they dont need you there
dont bail on me when i need you the most
i thought of safety and how my baby needs it now
my mission now is not patriotic but rather motherly
i have to take care of a tiny person
she said but wht about me?
after all the years of abuse you will leave too?
i told her i am a coward who loves you to death but loves her baby more
im not giving up on you but loving you has become my heartache
leaving you is like leaving my heart behind i want to fix you but i have a tiny life to protect
im so sorry
im a coward who only hid and fled and left
and now that i am here i keep thinking of another life somewhere safer and more comfortable
somewhere where i can breath
but i will always love you and i will come to your beaches that is if i can make it and leave
your love is ripping me apart
she said if you all leave me now who will fiix me?
if all those who can make a difference leave who will fix me?
i cried in silence as she said dont bail on me now when i need you the most
she said her children died for her and i cant even live in her
i cried in fear and said i am so sorry i am a coward but i do love you
im a coward whether i leave or stay im not in the square
she said in the squRE or NOT DONT BAIL ON ME NOW