Wednesday, May 12, 2010

inner monologue


its crawling up on me
a date on a calendar can become so big in your head
all the other days fade away
only one day is highlighted
only one day is big in your heart
you wait
you anticipate
you forget everyone and everything else
you wish all those who put you down would come
all those you love would be there to support you
every time you accomplish something its to make your dearest ones proud and to shove it in the face of those who said you wont make it and that your ways are not welcomed in the world
being a freak is not so bad
being slightly mad brings out the new in you
it is great not to be another clone of the crowd
be yourself there is no way you are a photocopy
everyone thinks they are king
everyone thinks they know it all and that you do not know
do not listen to them
you know so much, you know it inside ,dig deeper
unleash the dragon inside
capable of everything
you know things you did not think about
you are great i tell you
just stop being so afraid of what they say
they know nothing anyway
they are boring
they are judgmental
they are cowards
and behind their cold smiles and greetings are extremely insecure souls
in silence i have found my true self
i have found God in the silence and in the eyes of my loved ones
the little ones are the spring time of this life
it is God giving us joy through listening to their giggles
their little feet and their voices
inspiration is everywhere
just open your eyes or close them and listen to you heart for a change

2 comments:

  1. oh how can you write so beautifully? you're becoming my witch of portobello :)

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  2. thank u very much
    now i have to read the book

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